The Stillness that Suffocates

So far November has been a worse sucking vortex than October. When your response to tragedy is increased rigidity, we can't ride it through and we can't climb out. Now we are in this stalemate, working hard to find some neutral place long enough to generate some energy there.

I'm just not feelin' it yet.

There are things to do and my mind wants to get a little more organized to try them, but I refuse to go upstairs to the treehouse (our office) and sit in mh's space. I never thought I'd feel the day where I wanted to get out of my own house to work.

Something has to change. I need my space back!