sea change

It's all official now - no going away to school next year for my daughter. Holding space for her at home. I don't know if I have the edges for this. And in the very same day, the last check from her father, the last piece.... and the bank made it out to HIM not me. So now we've got to do some kind of signing/turnaround thing. We all sink into this vortex together. How to spring forward with the next phase of my life if I'm not done with this one? Where is the clarity? When am I done? When can I go?