tsunami of changes

In three weeks, we will close on the Florida house.

This happened about 10 minutes after I signed the lease on an apt for my daughter and started moving her in.

Soon, soon it will be done.

Meantime, I am back in school for the grand finale. Case Management finishes April 24. Thesis project finishes April 15. Final weekend June 6-8. School is brutal. No time to work with this going on.

Work is... ? Busy at one clinic, busy on the road...

Life is... difficult out here. MH in too much confusion with jobs. He needs a bright star to resonate to, something that honors his skills and commitment. He needs an anchor. He needs the right job. This is causing much distress, internally for him and externally for us.

Life is.. also good out here. I can feel the glimmers of a real home out there somewhere. There is a gentle dissolving from FL and a soft "pat pat" come sit here emerging in MT.

Transitions are.... very active. My mother fell, accompanied by the nursing aide, and broke her neck. Just enough to create more obstacles for herself. Will one of them be the hair-trigger that liberates her?

So we sit, not quite daring to look at the closing straight on, but feeling the edges of these changes. Feeling our situation here begin to change. Feeling like we might be landing after all.